I have despised myself for so long for failing all the time. I incessantly kick myself while I envy those who succeed at everything. I question, what do they have that I do not? Am I really doomed to fail every time I try? Why do they get all the good stuff? Where can I get 'em?
I retreated and established that I will never get what I want. I submit to failure at let it beat me around like it's li'l bitch. I make lame excuses and brush them off like I never really wanted to succeed. I stop trying.
... until...
Thump... thump... thump...
What is that I hear...
Thump... thump... thump...
There it goes again...
Thump... thump... thump...
Is that...
My heart?
Beating...
Dum vita, est spes est.
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