June 2, 2009

Sitting... Waiting... Contemplating...

Sitting...

I found myself again in front of my computer, trying hard to capture the events that transpired during my day. I stared at my monitor, squinted and tilted my head to the left hoping that a 3D image would somehow rear its ugly head. Then, suddenly, BAM! Complete and absolute disappointment hit me--my mind's still a blank.

Waiting...



I've sat in this same exact position for hours trying to figure out what to say and write about. I've tarried into the day without knowing that I've just wasted a chunk of my life staring into nothingness. Maybe it's not right to use the word 'wait', waiting entails that something follows while all I do is sit here and do nothing.


Contemplating...

Through some grueling introspection, I realized that no matter how hard I stare, no matter how much I squint and tilt my head; I won't have anything to write about unless I do something substantial and worthwhile.

*sigh*

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