CHANGE MANAGEMENT Step 1: ACCEPT

It is common knowledge that the the only constant is CHANGE. The question there is, will we let our butts be kicked over and over by the unending shift that surrounds us? Will we let ourselves be victims of the circumstances, and go home with our tails between our legs? Why wait till CHANGE hands us our ass*s on a freaking platter, while we squirm in utter debilitating pain?

The Deadline

Deadline: (n) the point in time at which something must be completed; a time limit for an activity; originally a civil war term for a line that marked the distance a prisoner could go before being shot dead.

Today is the deadline, today is the last day. Self, you will not go farther than this day; you'll be shot dead.

TOMORROW, I live a new life.

Let It End With Me...

Today, there were uncontrollable circumstances causing me to delay getting ready for work. Oh well, there I go again--running late. In my rush to get to the office, I hailed the first cab that I saw and asked the cabbie to step on it.

Clarity After Intoxication

MISSION:

To help organizations become World Leaders by building an Attitude and Culture of Excellence.

TRACK

realized...

applied...

aligned...

neglected...

REMEMBERED...

renewing...

reapplying...

realigning...

Difference between COMMITMENTS and EXPECTATIONS

look it up genius!

Delays...

Do not wait for people to do things for you. If you must, do it yourself; if you have to-- BUG THEM TIL THEY DO!

Success

Success is the progressive realization of a worthwhile goal. – Earl Nightingale

Progressive... Merriam-Webster defines it as something that increases in extent or severity --Powerful stuff, huh?!

Beginning with the end in mind.

It never really occured to me that dreams that I have are meant to be converted into reality, all along I thought that these things will just materialize from nothing right in front of me. I've always had that end in mind but I never began, I never started, I never stepped off the first block.

Changes

I wanted a lot of things growing up; I wanted to have hoarde of automobiles at my disposal, a penthouse suite like any other player out there, and an endless supply of money to fill and olympic sized pool where I'll swim in every morning. I still want the same things in life but ultimately, I want my life to start.

Rock Bottom

I hit rock bottom... Cold, slimy, moldy rock bottom. Just when you think you can't get any lower; you find yourself no longer falling, no longer spiraling out of control but your body sprawled againts the cold, slimy, moldy ROCK BOTTOM.

Growing up 30

Soon as I see her walk up in the club (I'm a flirt) Winkin eyes at me, when I roll up on them dubs (I'm a flirt) Sometimes when I'm with my chick on the low (I'm a flirt)


***Click***
Me: Hello...
Dude: Yo! You still in bed? Git yo bum ass outta bed, be there in an hour!
Me: Mmm..kay.
***Click***

Making Love...

Hey! Where you at? Hit me up when your free... I need to talk to you...

That was an FB message sent to me earlier; confused, I replied immediately and asked the person to meet me. Thoughts swirled in my head as I figured out what could've been this urgent and important. I waited anxiously.

In pursuit...

the mouse scurries away upon seeing a grey cat looming in the shadows, it smiles as it whispers to itself "it starts"...

We've always found ourselves in a similar situation when it comes to love. Why do we even bother when often times it eludes us leaving us wriggling and squirming in complete and total consuming pain? Why? Why do we even subject ourself to this torture knowing that there is an enormous possiblity that we are in for big surprise at the end?

Whatever the outcome maybe; the cat may not always catch the mouse, I know that the chase makes it all worth the while.

Expectations...

“I am not in this world to live up to other people's expectations, nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine.”-- Fritz Perls

It was nothing more but two people enjoying each others company while retaining their independence and identity.

What a distressing contrast there is between the radiant intelligence of the child and the feeble mentality of the average adult.

-- Sigmund Freud

would you believe me?

What if i tell you i love you, would you believe me?

What if i tell you i love you because when you’re around i can’t help but smile. would you believe me?

What if i tell you i love you because when you’re around i get butterflies in my stomach. would you believe me?

in my dreams

You were with me.
You held my hand as I held yours.
You kiss me back everytime I kiss you.
You hold me tight to chase all my fears away.

In my dreams...

You were mine.

Mirror

EEeeeeeeeeeeeek!

A princess screams as the nemesis grabs her by the wrist and drags her to his lair.
The princess with beauty so mesmerizing, so calming now in rags and tears.
Her tormented soul brings a sharp pain through my heart as I watch.
Prompted by the agony that unfolds before my very eyes; with my polished armor I reach for my trusty shield and double edged sword, to her rescue, I came running.

... my drug...

your eyes... invite
your scent... lingers
your smile... infects
your laugh... hypnotizes
your heart... captivates

i have been ensnared...entangled...
try to fight it but im powerless...
try to resist but i grow weaker...

im hooked on my own personal blend of addiction... YOU